Life?

He went out on a Friday night with a boy. That night, He told his anxiety to stay at home this night just for this night. He begs his anxiety to stay in his room this hour just for this hour. But it is hard to control Anxiety. He arrived at the date, saw the boy. His anxiety said "Don't crew this up, the boy seems nice" They began to talk And even when he's talking, focusing on the boy his anxiety won't stop whispering into his ear, "I think you are being too close, move back" "You are talking too much let him speak" "You are staring at him, STOP" "Ýou are being too loud" "He stops talking, you did something wrong" "It's hard to have conversations with other people when there's already a conversation inside your head" 1 hour into the talking, he managed to put his anxiety underwater and finally be able to relax a bit. But his anxiety still screams from the bottom of the ocean. ...

It was supposed to be the best Friday night. Like any other Friday night. Teenage boy having fun drinking and dancing on the dance floor. It was supposed to be fine. A fine Friday night. Teenage boy just letting things free and feeling all the feels. But for a moment everything crash. Teenage boy can't spot all his friends anymore, Teenage boy can't find a familiar face to lean on, Teenage boy can't dance alone no more. Teenage boy starts thinking about stupid unhealthy shits. Teenage boy just got hit randomly by anxiety, Teenage boy can't handle the loud music any more, Teenage boy got panic, Teenage boy can't think, Teenage boy starts to get mad. Mad of his stupid anxiety. Teenage boy feels bad for himself. Teenage boy tries to contain himself. And Teenage boy went to cry in the bathroom. Credit: Jorge Colombo Teenage boy went home. Teenage boy tries to feel better. Teenage boy is fighting his own demons. Teenage boy feels so shitty. ...