Life?

It’s been 19 years since I am born.  So Hi, I'm Mony currently 19 years old and I am a male homosexual. I know these basic information about myself which I tell people so they know who I am. But do I know who I am? I’ve been through a lot in life. I’ve changed myself in so many ways compared to last year or compared to 5 years ago. I’ve always been changing, changing who I am. Credit: Kai Pejcha   We are always changing, day by day. And we are always evolving, evolving into another stage in our life. Where we are now comforted with this. Where we are now not comforted with that. We are always changing, day by day. And we are always developing, developing ourselves. Where are now we are becoming more of ourselves. Where are now we are becoming less of our past self. I think I know who I am now. But I know I will change again in the possible year and that’s okay. I know it’s hard to figure out who you are while you keep changing every day. Some ...

This is a story of me and my love life. I have like this person for the past 5 years.  I sound like an idiot I know but I don't know why I just keep getting into it. For someone who works in the field of mental health, I should know better and avoid it right?  Now if this was someone else situation I would tell them to stop because it's hella toxic. But it's me, I am toxic.  How do I un-toxicate myself? I don't know.  Well for those out there who are in the same situation as me, good luck. Please be better than me. CR;Morgan Gunther I have been liking this person for the past 5 years of my life. It never went like anywhere, every time we try driving somewhere it always hits a dead-end. And I've never learnt my lesson NO. I kept on driving with him every time I got the chance to. Thinking "hey, this 5th time is going to be different right?" NO  And when we get to the dead-end, I get mad. Stupid right? Why am I...